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February 14 strongerwork it harder
make it better
do it faster
make us stronger
Kanye West lost his mother, too,
for a even ridiculous reason.
On 50th Grammy when he won the best hip-hop ablum,
he said he would make his mother proud of him,
and he knew she was always proud of him.
So should I
January 06 BirthdayBirthday,
without the one
gave me
birth;
without any one
care me
besides;
with only a heart
fallen to
piece;
with this heart
became
silence... December 29 2007It is always said that there're several times or periods of time in one's life are more important than the rest.
If it is true, well, I guess 2007, the passing year, is definitely one of these times.
My family got both the happiest and the saddest time ever, if it still can be called a family.
Father is high in the north, doing his best for me.
Mother is even higher, did her best for me.
And me, still here.
I never left HZ for long, for I didn't want to leave my parents, esspecially my mom, alone.
And now the reality turned out that I am the one who is left alone.
I knew our life won't always be what we wanted.
But I didn't expect it would be so different from what we wanted.
Or sometimes, I was thinking it gave me exactly what I wanted,
for I wanted to be more mature, so it gave me these tough things
without counting the price.
It is said time will heal, well, my time is slower and longer.
2007, such a year... November 10 One after anotherHere they come,
one after another.
Without a brief moment to smooth my breath,
I have to face them,
one after another.
Surly, they will come to me again,
and sooner than I like them to be, I'm afraid.
Well, all U monsters, come,
if you do not kill me, all Ur doings just make me stronger. August 25 纸模，是个有意思的东西有次偶尔在某论坛上逛的时候，看到一个叫纸天堂论坛的链接，随便进去一看，结果看到了很多用纸折的或者做的模型，非常好看。
我向来是个爱摆弄小玩意儿的人，一时兴起，看到几个高达的纸模型相当有型，就下载了图纸去文印店印出来后自己动起手来。
大概花了一个多星期晚上的业余时间，每晚可能一到两小时，切割，粘贴，组装。
在昨天晚上大功告成之后，约了一个摄影狂师弟（小宫，此人比较狂热摄影，是学校摄影版的版主），
今天中午之后在公司拍了一组照片，感觉效果相当不错，就发上来让大家看看了 。
要感谢小宫热心、高超的摄影技术并贡献出那件又脏又臭的黑色T－SHIRT做背景~~~~
 原照片和PS之后的效果都放在相册里，大家可以看看（嗯，PS的力量是无穷无尽的，所以大家不要再相信网上所谓的美女照了~~~）
Harder than I supposed it to beI wake up, I take a shower with a soap, I dreamed last night...
...again.
I dreamed of you coming to me alive, so real that I could almost smell the scent of life on you, then you went away from me again, as usual. Just as the dream I had before, and all the others before that one...
It's not fair for me to experience what I experienced the night you went away that often, almost every two nights if it is not everynight...
Sleep becomes miserable and dreams are always painful, and with that, my daytime is even duller...
I knew time would be hard for me, but never know it could be this hard...
I'm afraid of sleep for I'm afraid of dreaming of you...
I'm scared of wake for I'm scared of thinking of you...
But for me, life has to go on...
I should fill my life with works, with hobbies, with anything but you,
Shouldn't I? August 17 我的网球，这样就够了~~~ 因为今天和小强打了场比赛，一场练习赛让我想起许许多多关于自己和网球的事，而 戏剧，我回球出浅小强打了网前，截击后我勉强救到，给他一个后退半高压的机会，我几 August 13 FaustoFausto, an Italian, is a friend of mine, he used to work in Hangzhou and lived here with Emma, his wife, and Sophia, his lovely little daughter for about one year.
It was some days ago when I met him on MSN, and I said hello to him, but someone replied,"Fausto went to work." I instinctly reacted,"So U R Emma?"
Then the answer shocked me a lot,"No, I am his girlfriend Marian." Girlfriend? Means he got divorced. I was put in such a dilemma and didn't know what to say, for I kept a good relationship with Emma and lovely Sophy as well as Fausto. After some clumsy silence, I briefly introduced myself to Marian and asked her to say hello to Fausto, Emma, his exwife, and Sophy if she could. Several moment later, I remebered to bless her and Fausto would lead a happy life together and she politely return her best wished for me, and, that's the end of our conversation.
I still remeber Fausto telling me how deep his love for Emma and Sophy, and for that I cannot imagine what happened to Fausto or the family. However, it's not my place to judge what he've done, and I just regret for Fausto and his family, maybe love and life are not easy to keep in the same pocket.
BUT FOR ME, I WILL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP BOTH IN~~~
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